http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/ katyanne Wed, 29 Jun 2005 17:15:04 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2005. http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/archive/25.html Thu, 30 Jun 2005 01:13:54 GMT I like to make up for my dumb blogs with something really intelligent. So let me think. I really have not been doing much of that lately. So people are social beings right? They like to talk to people and spend time with other people. Why? I mean some people are really dumb. Is it just the way people are or is it because of the way people are raised? It is again nature vs nurture. Also why do tramatic things effect some people one way and another person will react in a compeletey different way?? I guess its just the way people handle stress..some do well others dont. Or maybe you think... (more) http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/comments?id=25 http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/archive/24.html Thu, 30 Jun 2005 00:46:45 GMT sometimes i feel really really dumb. i really should try harder in school. i always do really well first semester but then second semester i fall. i hate it!!! arg i feel bored and i feel like crying. poop. lol i am dumb. poop. no one reads these anymore do they? oh well. my thoughts. my place. mine! omg i feel retarded. so far this summer i have not taken my meds. hmm.. i kinda forgot about them. that could be why i cant seem to think!!! ok so sometimes i just need to write about stuff. this is fun. oh i noticed that i hate liars and ignorers. lol what a word. ignorers. ok so i am noticing... (more) http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/comments?id=24 http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/archive/23.html Mon, 06 Jun 2005 03:17:57 GMT OMG endfest was amazing and friday was amazing and omg!! I am now addicted to myspace. It is kinda sad but hey.. and then i am going to be at my moms house and i wont be able to be online late boohoo. but yesterday and friday were sooooo amazing i have it all on myspace. I love it. hehe <333333333333333333 http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/comments?id=23 http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/archive/22.html Thu, 02 Jun 2005 06:03:26 GMT So thank God I took out my frustrations and my worries in the blog than at someone. I feel Alot better almost as if I had a good cry but I did not cry. I think the bad chemicals are gone or something.. I think It is defeintly stress plus pms. So I can't wait till friday cause I am going to see london. But the big thing is that he found me on myspace and we have been conversing. That previous entry was about my frusrtations with myself because he did not reply yet but the thing I was mad at was myself because I was so sad that he did not reply. I was anger that I waited and have... (more) http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/comments?id=22 http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/archive/21.html Thu, 02 Jun 2005 05:51:14 GMT So I think I am going crazy. I really am starting to not like myself right now. Please let everything turn out okay. Let me not be an idiot. Please oh please. I cant eat or sleep or think and I dont want to be like this, please let this be pms. I want to cry. Please let me not be so dumb and i should stop beating myself up. Today I was happy but now I am getting into one of my moods. It is hunger and tiredness and pms. When will I stop worring my stupid head off? I can't handle the stress!!! I need serious help. I was going to say how happy i was for... (more) http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/comments?id=21 http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/archive/20.html Wed, 25 May 2005 22:20:31 GMT I love the sun!! So english was a little bad and health yesterday was just disturbing. I will say no more. I painted my nails last night, hot pink. It is a very summer color. I feel like I have been acting really stupid lately. Oh well.. Yesterday was a really bad day now that I think about it. Today was a small improvement. I really don't want to depend on boys for my happiness. I don't want looking forward to seeing boys as my only way to look forward to in the future. So I need a new hobby. HMM.. I may just need a change in attitude. I think I must look forward to the small things that... (more) http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/comments?id=20 http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/archive/19.html Thu, 19 May 2005 03:46:05 GMT So I feel in a pretty good mood. I watched lifetime channel. Its pretty cool. So it was this love story The princess and the marine and I was happy in the end cause everything worked out and then at the end credits (cause it was based on a real story) they say the ppl got divorced 5 years later. I was like what! That is really dumb. You just spent an hour telling us this really nice love story then you ruin it by telling us they got divorced!! AHHHH!! Anyways I am still in a good mood. So no one blogs anymore. It makes me sad. It also makes me feel a little lame , but i dont care!!!!!! I feel... (more) http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/comments?id=19 http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/archive/18.html Sun, 08 May 2005 05:24:17 GMT So the surgery went well. I am still a little loopy. I want to thank pria and everyone for the presents. I am really tired right now, it may be time for another nap. I have been sleeping so much. I can walk on my knee so it is better than last time. My medicine is starting to wear off so my knee kinda hurts and I am going to take more pain pills at 9:45 so I have 20 minutes to go. I have no idea what I am going to wear on monday because nohting fits around the huge bandage execpt sweatpant, shorts and skirts. I need to go lie back down now and put my knee up. Hope everyone is having... (more) http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/comments?id=18 http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/archive/17.html Thu, 05 May 2005 23:55:52 GMT My mommy sent me flowers. They are very pretty. I think she feels bad that she can not be at my surgery tomorrow. I will see her later tomorrow though... So I was feeling a lot of stress ealier today because of everything. I sorta forgot you are not supposed to eat before surgey for a lot of hours and I don't know how many so... they also did not tell me that I should not eat, so I am not taking my chances. Also I am just stressed from the last few weeks. I think the AP test went well for me though. I am not allowed to talk about it. I also was scared to go in front of the health class and... (more) http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/comments?id=17 http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/archive/16.html Sat, 30 Apr 2005 00:14:53 GMT So my dot was black at the bus stop, but that could just be because it was cold. Then when I got home I did my stress reduction that I am trying to do for health and I got it to blue-green! I sit and meditate for stress reduction. I have been very stressed with the surgery coming up soon.... Grateful journal: good food , flowers, rain, family, fridays!! http://katyanne.blogdrive.com/comments?id=16